| Im single again hurt of course confused always stopped caring for everything permently im a spic aka hispanic and Im a poet kid |


life momentsthe moment you said i swore you wear joking the moment you walked away i knew you weren't the moment i sat there alone and you never came back i knew that my life had changed i knew the feeling was back i hoped it was a lie that you were just joking you would be back in my arms saying that you were kidding the moment i sat there and listened to your footsteps was the moment i realized you would never come back the moment i felt the sharp pain ping was the moment that every part of me died that was the moment i wished i was more pretty more funny the moment that i wish i was never in love at all the moment wished i never saw your face that waslife moments


distantI remember holding on to you so tight cause i didnt want to loose you i remember crying in your shirt asking if you hated me becasue I was always sad i remeber you holding me saying it was almost impossible not to love me i remeber the way you smiled almost too big for me I rember you leaving saying enough i rember thinking i knew this would happen i guess iwas right thinking all those things I know you dont care but i did still do i dont understand how this could still be happining again i cry at that sadness you left me with cause again you spread lies leaving me absolutly hurt againdistant


i hope you doI love how you promised me things and you never delivered i love how I sat there and told it was just fine I love how you said things you said they would never be lies but now its hard to believe you meant any of that nopw i love how you said friends but you took all that back was i rebound girl your pitty party just to make me hurt more your just like them and i shouldve known from the begging we would never be happy never be here i cant believ you pretended for four months that you actually liked me it was just like they said players don't ever changed i stuck up for you and this is what you did to me this is all the crap i get I hope you gi hope you do


feelingI am tired of everything of all of this im tired of listening to all this crap all the stuff i have heard before i just want the pain to be gone i dont want to feel anything I dont want it the sharp pain feels like daggers twisted inside the tears sting my eyes the words repetitive in my head saying the same message over again "DIE DIE DIE" i try but it wont happen to many people stand in the way they all are friends they all try to keep me happy but i just have to pretend cause this will never end its mundane the feeling is everything but it the feeling is gone the feeling is everywhere idk how to not feel so it gets stronger everyday I cryfeeling
| Im single again hurt of course confused always stopped caring for everything permently im a spic aka hispanic and Im a poet kid |
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I am one of the many that will shamelessly proclaim my faith. I am a Christian. I ask only that you respect that.
Icon by the grand and glorious ~Kaida12
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love is just a word it is rarely found and when it is it is mistaken and used in the wrong ways...love is trouble and lies to everyone so why do people want it?
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"I could not escape a feeling that this was my own funeral, and you do not cry in that case."
~A Separate Peace~
icon by =ScereyahaDreamweaver
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love is just a word it is rarely found and when it is it is mistaken and used in the wrong ways...love is trouble and lies to everyone so why do people want it?
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"I could not escape a feeling that this was my own funeral, and you do not cry in that case."
~A Separate Peace~
icon by =ScereyahaDreamweaver
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