downI've been pushed down so many times I feel this time will be the last as I lay here fading my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past I feel the pressures of shame and rejection building as I lay here on the floor I have no strength to get up I'm not worth it any moredown
aloneI get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide.alone
My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see.
Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared.
I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad.
I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real
Broken memories pt 1“Why can’t I go?” Kris questioned at the door. “You’re kind of a girl…” Tye responded “Oh please I am kind of stronger than the bunch of you…” “Kris please it a guy thing we’ll be back in no time please just relax and bond with Lea and Cole okay…” “…” “Bye, kiss?” Kris crossed her arms irritated trying to think of something to say totally ignoring Tye he slowly closed the door waving as they drove out of the driveway. Cole let his arm fall over Kris’s shoulders. “It’ll be cool theyBroken memories pt 1
MabeyI'm just over reacting i tell myself mabey im just being dumb i tell myself mabey your just not the one I say mabey I should move on i finally agree then you talk to me mabey i am wrong mabey i shouldn't mabey im doing the right thing mabey you are the one. So many mabey so many conclusions no right or wrong decision i just don't know it makes me wanna cry and feel so urk...It makes me feel so wrong and icky at all times It makes me so confused and so unnerved I cry every night suicidal yes you yell when you hear wish i wont do that i cry cause i need you noone else but you only want you then i say mabey and feel all better but it is always tMabey
Strangers Who Once KissedSix months ago I didn't think that I would be crossing the street just to avoid asking 'How are you?'Strangers Who Once Kissed
Two years ago, I knew with such innocent clarity that never a day would go by that your name wouldn't cross my lips.
But the unthinkable has come to pass, and I see you hurrying down the sun dappled avenue, towards the tube station where you will be lost forever, and I turn the other way.
You've seen me.
Of course you have seen me.
Our eyes have met across tumbling leaves and autumn chills, we have paused, locked, the wind tugging at our coats
| Im single again hurt of course confused always stopped caring for everything permently im a spic aka hispanic and Im a poet kid |
MEh
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